Dispatches from a Porch Swing

Dispatches from a Porch Swing

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Jen Deaderick
Aug 01, 2021
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I took melatonin and CBD last night, so I slept early and soundly. I woke up at my usual, weird time, just before dawn. My clock has reset.

The CBD has filled me with despair, as it sometimes does, as if once the tension has left my body I’m just left with sadness. At least, that’s how things seem. Maybe that’s true right now, after these rough few year…

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